I gave up u for Lent

I gave up u for Lent. I gave up

'Membering u bringing me sunflowers and

The memory of your hugs tight leaving cologne on my good dress.

When your name comes to mind, I push it away

For 40 days - anyway -

It doesn't make me smile.

Your presence won't light my eyes like a glow stick or a stupid firefly.

Your grey eyes won't

Mesmerize and haunt me in my sleep

Even gave u up in my dreams!

40 Glorious days of never wondering why